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Nails

by Stevie Subrizi

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1.
it's a bad idea to say you love me then try to tell me who I am it's a bad idea to say you love me then try to tell me who I am cause you might think that I can't get along without you but I assure you that I can black lipstick, nails, and eyelids, you can bury me with my black dress on it's a bad idea to get up in my face and try to tell me what to wear it's a bad idea to get up in my face and try to tell me what to wear you might cite some rule of some kind of law but I obviously don't care black lipstick, nails, and eyelids, you can bury me with my black dress on black lipstick, nails, and eyelids, you can bury me with my black dress on black lipstick, nails, and eyelids, and my long black dress and don't address me as a man with some kind of messed-up kink no one asked you what you think it's a bad idea to visit my grave and try to tell me who I was it's a bad idea to visit my grave and try to tell me who I was cause if you contradict what I said over and over and over then I'll haunt you till you're dust black lipstick, nails, and eyelids, and my long beard, and my black dress on
2.
not everybody wants me to get up in the morning these days, I mostly eat my breakfast out of spite they're passing laws against my haircut and my body and my name they'll fucking kill me if they want to, but I'll never die from shame I'm on the lookout for the blackout, I gotta defend the night not everybody's crazy about my candles and my wine to be honest, all these swastikas on tv are giving me a fright with the guns and the camps and the rallies and the slurs and the sheep all bending backwards to dress jackals up in furs we gotta lookout for the blackout, we gotta defend the night not everybody wants us all to look so fabulous it's so tricky to exist unless you're rich, straight, christian, cis, and white don't tell me it'll be alright don't you fucking tell me it'll be alright we're on the lookout for the blackout, we gotta defend the night we gotta defend the night we gotta defend the night
3.
Y2K Song 02:24
I remember late December, 1999 the world was supposed to crumble, all of the clocks were supposed to unwind a lot of mothers and fathers bought up all the candles and drew the blinds cause they thought, "this is it this time and it's gonna be the end of time" what do people do when they think they know something's out of control? some of them freak out the neighbors over the safety of their souls some of them break out the cardboard and markers, and some of them hide like moles when they think, "this is it this time and it's gonna be the end of time" we are not the apocalypse for you we are not destructive, glitched, or new so take a glass of champagne, it could be a new year for you too and raise your glass to our survival since 1999, there've been 20 new year's days and the world has ended several times in different ways but my mother and father still have all their candles tucked away cause it wasn't the end that time it wasn't what they thought that time we are not the apocalypse for you we are not destructive, glitched, or new so take a glass of champagne, it could be a new year for you too and raise your glass to our survival raise your glass to our survival raise your glass to our survival
4.
but you lay down the law, lay down the law to maintain the nuclear family order love's got nothing to do at all with any of your marching orders you call me waste I take up space I take my space without camouflage so why do you keep trying to lock my true form up in the garage? you wag your jaw and wag your jaw and maintain the nuclear family order but love's got nothing to do at all with the nuclear family order the holidays were not a phase not for me, though you could always change if your love is real this is the deal: take me as I am, or always be estranged take me as I really am, or be estranged
5.
I used to be a man at at times, I belonged in a garbage can there's not much I can say other than I'm not that guy anymore it follows me around all the things I used to say make a rattling sound but I've been shedding my skin, and I've found I'm not that guy anymore I'm not completely new I've just changed in a few ways that I wanted to and my place in the world is so different than it was before so if you see me now I hope the difference shows through somehow beyond the dress and the pronouns I'm not that guy anymore I'm not completely new I've just changed in a few ways that I wanted to and my place in the world is so different than it was before beyond the dresses and nails beyond the makeup and the jewelry and all that stuff entails beyond the change to what I wear from what I wore I'm not that guy anymore I'm not that guy anymore

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this e.p. is lovingly dedicated to everybody who has had to figure out their own gender, sexuality, or any other part of themselves that the world seems to hate, fear, or pretend not to know about. we are everywhere, we always have been, and we always will be.
-stevie

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released April 28, 2020

all songs written by Stevie Subrizi

produced by Eric Ott
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recorded at One Car Garage in Dover, New Hampshire

mastered by Marc McElroy
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personnel:
Stevie Subrizi - vocals, guitars
James Sophinos - bass (tracks 1, 2, 4, and 5)
Nate Laban - bass (track 3)
Eric Ott - drums

cover design by Stevie Subrizi

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Stevie Subrizi Boston, Massachusetts

Stevie Subrizi is a genderqueer songwriter and poet. They were once one half of Somerville-based guitar duo the Crazy Exes from Hell, along with Kirsten Opstad. Their chapbook Alone & Naked Inside of a Whale won Yemassee Journal’s 2021 Poetry Chapbook Contest, judged by Dustin Pearson. ... more

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