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Nightstands

by Stevie Subrizi

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1.
she said she had a predilection for weirdos she said they fit the bill she didn't waste much time in moving the party away from that bar and grille she took them back to their new apartment and she helped them break it in queer fascination she was playing with a different sex but it was just a queer fascination she saw their gender as a special effect queer fascination queer fascination she and they took off her bolo tie and their costume jewelry she and they put on slow jams and engaged in the usual foolery but it was over by the break of dawn without a dear jane or a dear john queer fascination she was playing with a different sex but it was just a queer fascination she enjoyed not knowing what to expect from her queer fascination queer fascination from the treacherous world of men to a world so free and strange queer fascination she was playing with a different sex but it was just a queer fascination their gender was a special effect to her queer fascination queer fascination queer fascination queer fascination
2.
now that I know you don't love me now that the bond is broken now that you're dropping me off where I live and nothing has been left unspoken before you head off to sleep so soon to wake up fresh and new won't you come inside and take my hands in the way you never got a chance to do and pin me down and drag me under you use me up before you throw me out fuck me dead don't waste me, ruin me use me up and ride me raw before you ride away you are a righteous preacher and I have been your congregation our star has gone supernova but I can't unsee the constellation there's one more part of the myth that our story can't be told without you've got to shove me down for the first and last time and turn this bitch inside out and pin me down and drag me under you use me up before you throw me out fuck me dead don't waste me, ruin me use me up and ride me raw before you ride away pin me down and drag me under you use me up before you throw me out fuck me dead don't waste me, ruin me use me up and ride me raw before you ride away I know that you won't I know that you're done with me cause you were just about to throw me out but you might as well toss back the dregs of me why don't you take the best that's left right now before you throw it away use me up and ride me raw before you ride away
3.
I know better than to call you now but I I called you, this is what I would say you deserve more than whatever you're receiving from your partner, place of work, or the state I know it's too late to wish you were here but you could pour a splash of wine and think of when our stars aligned it's too late to wish you were here but won't you think about the time when we could relish being near each other I saw that picture of you dressed in white I'd like to say it didn't bug me at all but you'd know better, so I'm only going to tell you that I took your first name last fall it's too late to wish you were here but you could pour a splash of wine and think of when our stars aligned it's too late to wish you were here but won't you think about the time when we could relish being near each other pour out some wine for better times we ought to pour ourselves some wine for better times let's pour ourselves some wine because a better time won't come for a while it's been nice not catching up with you we should not do it again and in case I don't get another chance to say it the pleasure's been all mine, my ex-friend it's too late to wish you were here but you could pour a splash of wine and think of when our stars aligned it's too late to wish you were here but won't you think about the time when we could relish being near each other pour out some wine for when we relished being near each other pour out some wine for when we relished being near each other pour ourselves some wine, because a better time won't come for a while
4.
I could love anyone except for cops, bosses, and landlords I love almost everyone, except for cops, bosses, and landlords don't you know I'm no bootlicker I just want to get by I could love anyone except for cops, bosses, and landlords I'd break bread with anyone except for cops, bosses, and landlords raise my glass to everyone, except for the cops, bosses, and landlords don't you know I'm no bootlicker I just want us all to get by I could love anyone except for cops, bosses, and landlords when I see what they do to my neighbors when I see what they do to my queer neighbors when I see what they do to all my black and brown neighbors I just can't see one good reason why why can't we all just get along without cops, bosses, or landlords with no cops, bosses, or landlords no cops, bosses, or landlords
5.
Sanctuary 03:11
I attended services about a month after you left they were singing that song I once heard you sing about a sanctuary I wept uncontrollably needless to say I was thinking about you singing about being a sanctuary oh, prepare me to be a sanctuary oh, prepare me to be a sanctuary now, I could sing about you the time we spent in your room and sure enough, there with you, there was a sanctuary but it's not a song about loss or wanting some love back it's a song about the love you give when you make yourself a sanctuary oh, prepare me to be a sanctuary oh, prepare me to be a sanctuary my love is profane because it's all in your name but I would like to prepare to be a sanctuary oh, prepare me to be a sanctuary oh, prepare me to be a sanctuary

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released February 5, 2021

all tracks written, recorded, and produced by Stevie Subrizi

all arrangements by Stevie Subrizi except track 4, by Stevie Subrizi with Cory Zografos

cover art by Sam Craxford: www.instagram.com/lungfriend/


great loving thanks to Robert Messore for getting me some proper mixing headphones, and also to Ruby Rose Fox, Kirsten Opstad, and Eric Ott for their ever-dependable guidance and support.

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Stevie Subrizi Boston, Massachusetts

Stevie Subrizi is a genderqueer songwriter and poet. They were once one half of Somerville-based guitar duo the Crazy Exes from Hell, along with Kirsten Opstad. Their chapbook Alone & Naked Inside of a Whale won Yemassee Journal’s 2021 Poetry Chapbook Contest, judged by Dustin Pearson. ... more

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